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PEGGY C SAID I HAD TO POST THESE ! BLESS HER SHE LISTENS TO MY WORDS OF SORROW AT NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE AND FOCUS AS I WAS ABLE IN THE PAST.SHE IS A WONDERFUL LADY

PEGGY C SAID I HAD TO POST THESE ! BLESS HER SHE LISTENS TO MY WORDS OF SORROW AT NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE AND FOCUS AS I WAS ABLE IN THE PAST.SHE IS A WONDERFUL LADY

WELL I HAVE MY ETERNAL WISH.. TO SEE ANOTHER MONARCH SEASON ! THE STROKE WAS 4 YEARS AGO AS OF LAST WEEK I STILL CANT FOCUS AND OTHER DAMAGE IS COMING MORE AND MORE I ALSO SPENT LAST FRIDAY IN E,R !! ORDERED THERE BY MY G.P I HAVE XHRONIC ANEAMIA NOW. ANOTHER STROKE GLITCH I WAS GIVEN A BLOOD TRANSFUSION ! THIS AFTERNOON SEEING THE MONARCHS AT LEAST 6 OF THEM.... MADE FOR A SPECIAL DAY HUGS FOR ALL PAM

YULETIDE BLESSINGS TO ALL . LOVE AND HUGS PAM AND THE TRIBE OF MANY PAWS

A RARE VISITOR. BLOWN IN ON THE STORM WINDS WE HAVE HAD, THIS DOG FACED SULPHUR MAKES 55 VARIETIES OF BUTTERFLY I HAVE HAD HERE AT "SNOWSLIGHT" ITS HARD FOR ME TO EVEN FOCUS ON OBJECTS WITH THIS STROKE DAMAGE THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY WASNT HELPING ME MUCH !! BUT SHE IS A WONDERFUL RARE TREAT

THE MONARCHS CAME BY ON THEIR WAY BACK TO MEXICO TO HIBERNATE ! I LOOK FORWARD TO THIS TIME IN OCTOBER WHEN THEY COME THROUGH, THEY ARE SO SPECIAL BUT ITS HARD DOE ME TO PHOTOGRAPH NOW.. I GET SO FRUSTRATED AT THE STROKE DAMAGE THAT MEANS I CANT FOCUS ON OBJECTS ! !

I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO EXPLAIN THE MAJOR SPINAL OPERATION I HAD ON 21ST JANUARY !! I CAN DO NO BETTER THAN TO SIMPLY SHOW THE X-RAYS OF THE FINISHED HARDWARE ! MY 1-4 LUMBAR VERTEBRA WERE FUSED WITH TITANIUM RODS AND SCREWS... AND BONE GRAFTS INSERTED TO REPLACE BLOWN OUT DISCS. YES... RIGHT NOW I HURT ! ON TOP OF THE MAJOR STROKE 2 YEARS AGO THIS ISNT MUCH FUN... BUT THIS OPERATION WAS LONG OVERDUE . I FIGHT ON. .... THE STROKE HEALING IS STILL NOT CLOSE .. AND THIS BONE OPERATION HEALING IS ALSO VERY SLOW. BUT I KEEP FIGHTING ON !! ON M'A DEMANDÉ D'EXPLIQUER LA GRANDE OPÉRATION DE LA COLONNE VERTÉBRALE QUE J'AI SUBIE LE 21 JANVIER ! JE NE PEUX PAS FAIRE MIEUX QUE DE MONTRER SIMPLEMENT LES RAYONS X DU MATÉRIEL FINI ! MES 1-4 VERTÈBRES LOMBAIRES ONT ÉTÉ FUSIONNÉES AVEC DES TIGES ET DES VIS EN TITANE... ET DES GREFFONS OSSEUX ONT ÉTÉ INSÉRÉS POUR REMPLACER LES DISQUES ARRACHÉS. OUI... LÀ, J'AI MAL ! EN PLUS DE L'ATTAQUE MAJEURE D'IL Y A 2 ANS, CE N'EST PAS TRÈS AMUSANT... MAIS CETTE OPÉRATION ÉTAIT ATTENDUE DEPUIS LONGTEMPS. JE CONTINUE À ME BATTRE. .... LA GUÉRISON DE L'AVC N'EST PAS ENCORE PROCHE... ET CETTE OPÉRATION OSSEUSE EST ÉGALEMENT TRÈS LENTE. MAIS JE CONTINUE À ME BATTRE ! ICH BIN GEBETEN WORDEN, DIE GROSSE WIRBELSÄULENOPERATION ZU ERKLÄREN, DIE ICH AM 21. JANUAR HATTE !! ICH KANN NICHTS BESSERES TUN, ALS EINFACH DIE RÖNTGENBILDER DER FERTIGEN HARDWARE ZU ZEIGEN ! MEINE 1-4 LENDENWIRBEL WURDEN MIT TITANSTÄBEN UND SCHRAUBEN VERSCHMOLZEN... UND KNOCHENTRANSPLANTATE EINGESETZT, UM KAPUTTE BANDSCHEIBEN ZU ERSETZEN. YES... GENAU JETZT TUE ICH WEH! ZUSÄTZLICH ZU DEM SCHWEREN SCHLAGANFALL VOR 2 JAHREN IST DAS NICHT GERADE LUSTIG... ABER DIESE OPERATION WAR LÄNGST ÜBERFÄLLIG. ICH KÄMPFE WEITER. .... DIE SCHLAGANFALLHEILUNG IST IMMER NOCH NICHT ABGESCHLOSSEN ... UND DIESE KNOCHENOPERATION HEILT AUCH SEHR LANGSAM. ABER ICH KÄMPFE WEITER! Übersetzt mit www.deepl.com/Translator (kostenlose Version)

THIS IS THE HARDWARE HOLDING MY SKULL TOGETHER. IT WAS DONE WHEN I HAD A CRAINIOTOMY AFTER A MASSIVE STROKE 2 YEARS AGO THERE ARE 4 METAL PLATES EACH WITH 4 SCREWS AND 3-4 BRIDGING STAPLES

YESTERDAY THE MONARCHS CAME THROUGH .. THIS IS THE MIGRATION BACK TO THE MEXICO SANCTUARIES FOR WINTER. THEY WERE NECTARING ON MY FALSE SUNFLOWERS.. WHICH EN MASSE AS THEY ARE MUST BE AS A BEACON FROM THE AIR. I CRIED WHEN I SAW THEM... I PROMISED THE LAST YEAR MIGRATORS I WOULD TRY TO BE HERE THIS YEAR.

YESTERDAY WAS A SPECIAL DAY. I SAW THE FIRST MONARCH (Danaus plexippus) OF THE YEAR ! SHE BROUGHT A FRIEND WITH HER .... A GIANT SWALLOWTAIL (Papilio cresphontes) I CANT CHASE THEM LIKE I USED TO... I FELL TWICE AND WALKED INTO ONE TREE !! BUT THE JOY THY BROUGHT WAS WORTH IT.

YESTERDAY WAS A SPECIAL DAY. I SAW THE FIRST MONARCH (Danaus plexippus) OF THE YEAR ! SHE BROUGHT A FRIEND WITH HER .... A GIANT SWALLOWTAIL (Papilio cresphontes) I CANT CHASE THEM LIKE I USED TO... I FELL TWICE AND WALKED INTO ONE TREE !! BUT THE JOY THY BROUGHT WAS WORTH IT.

I AM SURE YOU ARE ALL SICK OF MY SPACE -WOMAN PHOTO ! THESE ARE ONLY PHONE CAMERA PICS, I STILL CANNOT RISK TAKING MY BIG SONY'S OUTSIDE AS I WALK INTO THINGS AND FALL AND ALSO CANT FOCUS PROPERLY I AM SO EXCITED ! I HAVE A NEW FOR HERE, BUTTERFLY !!!! THEY ARE ALL MIXED IN WITH THE MANY VAIRRIGATED FRITILLARIES ! MEET WEST COAST LADY (VANESSA ANNABELLA ) THE MANY VARIEGATED SIMILARITIES HAD ME FOOLED AND THEN I REALIZED THERE WAS A MIXED BUNCH !! HAD TO LOOK IT UP PAGE 204 KAUFMAN ! THAT NOW MAKES 54 SPECIES OF BUTTERFLIES HERE AT SNOWS LIGHT(MY HOME) THERE ARE MANY TOO. THAT CYCLONE MIXED THE UPPER AIR AND I SUSPECT THAT IS WHY THEY ARE HERE. I WASNT ABLE TO SEE OR FOCUS PROPERLY IS WHY I WAS TRICKED !! I GET VERY DOWN WITH FRUSTRATION THE FALSE SUNNIES FLOWERS DO IT AGAIN.... THE BUTTERFLIES LOVE THEM. LOVE AND HUGSS (MISS PEGGY www.ipernity.com/home/peggyc IMSISTED I POST THESE 2 PICS ... ITS BEEN A LONG TIME

I AM SURE YOU ARE ALL SICK OF MY SPACE -WOMAN PHOTO ! THESE ARE ONLY PHONE CAMERA PICS, I STILL CANNOT RISK TAKING MY BIG SONY'S OUTSIDE AS I WALK INTO THINGS AND FALL AND ALSO CANT FOCUS PROPERLY I AM SO EXCITED ! I HAVE A NEW FOR HERE, BUTTERFLY !!!! THEY ARE ALL MIXED IN WITH THE MANY IRRIGATED FRITILLARIES ! MEET WEST COAST LADY (VANESSA ANNABELLA ) THE MANY VARIEGATED SIMILARITIES HAD ME FOOLED AND THEN I REALIZED THERE WAS A MIXED BUNCH !! HAD TO LOOK IT UP PAGE 204 KAUFMAN ! THAT NOW MAKES 54 SPECIES OF BUTTERFLIES HERE AT SNOWS LIGHT(MY HOME) THERE ARE MANY TOO. THAT CYCLONE MIXED THE UPPER AIR AND I SUSPECT THAT IS WHY THEY ARE HERE. I WASNT ABLE TO SEE OR FOCUS PROPERLY IS WHY I WAS TRICKED !! I GET VERY DOWN WITH FRUSTRATION THE FALSE SUNNIES FLOWERS DO IT AGAIN.... THE BUTTERFLIES LOVE THEM. LOVE AND HUGSS (MISS PEGGY www.ipernity.com/home/peggyc IMSISTED I POST THESE 2 PICS ... ITS BEEN A LONG TIME

SEE THE GAMMA KNIFE PROCEDURE ARTICAL HERE www.ipernity.com/blog/pamj/edit/4729710

EN I WISH THIS FOR YOU AND YOURS I SAID TO THE MAN WHO STOOD AT THE GATE OF THE YEAR: GIVE ME A LIGHT THAT I MAY TREAD SAFELY INTO THE UNKNOWN. MAY YOU FIND PEACE AND ADVENTURE AND JOY AND QUIETNESS... TO EACH AND ALL........... NEW YEAR BLESSINGS COAL, BREAD AND SILVER ARE TRADITIONAL NEW YEAR GIFTS... I STILL BRING THEM OVER THE THREASHHOLD AFTER MIDNIGHT. COAL THAT YOU BE WARM BREAD THAT YOU MAY HAVE FOOD SILVER THAT YOU MAY HAVE ENOUGH FOR YOUR NEEDS ! I WAS DETERMINED TO MAKE THIS AS A THANK-YOU TO YOU ALL FR JE SOUHAITE CECI POUR VOUS ET POUR LES VÔTRES J'AI DIT À L'HOMME QUI SE TENAIT À LA PORTE DE L'ANNÉE : DONNE-MOI UNE LUMIÈRE POUR QUE JE PUISSE MARCHER EN TOUTE SÉCURITÉ VERS L'INCONNU. PUISSES-TU TROUVER LA PAIX, L'AVENTURE, LA JOIE ET LA TRANQUILLITÉ... À CHACUN ET À TOUTES............. BÉNÉDICTIONS DU NOUVEL AN LE CHARBON, LE PAIN ET L'ARGENT SONT LES CADEAUX TRADITIONNELS DU NOUVEL AN... JE LES APPORTE TOUJOURS APRÈS MINUIT AU DESSUS DE LA CALE. DU CHARBON QUE VOUS RÉCHAUFFEZ DU PAIN POUR QUE VOUS PUISSIEZ AVOIR DE LA NOURRITURE L'ARGENT QUE VOUS POURRIEZ AVOIR EN QUANTITÉ SUFFISANTE POUR VOS BESOINS! J'ÉTAIS DÉTERMINÉ À FAIRE ÇA POUR VOUS REMERCIER TOUS DR ICH WÜNSCHE IHNEN UND DEN IHREN SAGTE ICH ZU DEM MANN, DER AM TOR DES JAHRES STAND: "GIB MIR EIN LICHT, DAMIT ICH SICHER INS UNBEKANNTE GEHEN KANN. MÖGEST DU FRIEDEN UND ABENTEUER UND FREUDE UND STILLE FINDEN... FÜR JEDEN UND ALLE... NEUJAHRSSEGEN KOHLE, BROT UND SILBER SIND TRADITIONELLE NEUJAHRSGESCHENKE... ICH BRINGE SIE AUCH NACH MITTERNACHT NOCH ÜBER DEN DREIFUßKÄFIG. KOHLE, DASS DIR WARM WIRD ABENDBROT, DAS MAN ESSEN DARF SILBER, DASS SIE VIELLEICHT GENUG FÜR IHRE BEDÜRFNISSE HABEN ICH WAR ENTSCHLOSSEN, DIES ALS EIN DANKESCHÖN AN EUCH ALLE ZU MACHEN.

EN YULETIDE BLSSINGS TO ALL I THINK YOU AL KNOW MY HEART WENT INTO THE MAKING OF THIS CARD AS I AM NOT ABLE TO DO THE GRAPHICS WITH EASE ANYMORE. THE COLLAGE IS SADLY ONLY PHONE PHOTOS AS I CANNOT YET USE WELL MY BELOVED SONYS I THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND CARE YOU CONTINUE TO SHOW ME AND THE WONDERFUL SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME . I CONTINUE TO FIGHT ON THE BATTLE STANDARD I CARRY ONWARD ! LOVE AND HUGSSS PAM FR DES BLSSINGS DE NOËL À TOUS JE PENSE QUE VOUS SAVEZ TOUS QUE MON COEUR A ÉTÉ MIS DANS LA FABRICATION DE CETTE CARTE CAR JE NE SUIS PLUS CAPABLE DE FAIRE LES GRAPHIQUES AVEC FACILITÉ. LE COLLAGE N'EST MALHEUREUSEMENT QUE DES PHOTOS DE TÉLÉPHONE CAR JE NE PEUX PAS ENCORE BIEN UTILISER MES FILS ADORÉS JE VOUS REMERCIE TOUS POUR L'AMOUR ET LES SOINS QUE VOUS CONTINUEZ À ME PRODIGUER ET POUR LE MERVEILLEUX SOUTIEN QUE VOUS M'APPORTEZ. JE CONTINUE À ME BATTRE SUR L'ÉTENDARD DE COMBAT QUE JE PORTE EN AVANT ! AMOUR ET CÂLINS PAM DR WEIHNACHTSSINGEN AN ALLE ICH DENKE, IHR WISST ALLE, DASS MEIN HERZ IN DIE HERSTELLUNG DIESER KARTE GEFLOSSEN IST, DA ICH NICHT MEHR IN DER LAGE BIN, DIE GRAFIK MIT LEICHTIGKEIT ZU MACHEN. DIE COLLAGE IST LEIDER NUR AUF HANDYFOTOS ZU SEHEN, DA ICH MEINE GELIEBTEN SONYS NOCH NICHT GUT GEBRAUCHEN KANN. ICH DANKE EUCH ALLEN FÜR DIE LIEBE UND FÜRSORGE, DIE IHR MIR WEITERHIN ENTGEGENBRINGT UND DIE WUNDERBARE UNTERSTÜTZUNG, DIE IHR MIR GEBT. ICH KÄMPFE WEITERHIN AUF DER KAMPFNORM, DIE ICH WEITERFÜHRE ! LIEBE UND UMARMUNGEN PAM

THE AVM en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arteriovenous_malformation IN MY BRAIN THAT CAUSED MY MASSIVE STROKE ONE YEAR AGO THIS IS PHOTOS FROM THE 1ST MRI. TODAYS APPOINTMENT WITH THE BRAIN SURGEON WRITTEN UP HERE www.ipernity.com/blog/pamj/4727514

“REAL ISN'T HOW YOU ARE MADE,' SAID THE SKIN HORSE. 'IT'S A THING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU. WHEN A CHILD LOVES YOU FOR A LONG, LONG TIME, NOT JUST TO PLAY WITH, BUT REALLY LOVES YOU, THEN YOU BECOME REAL.' 'DOES IT HURT?' ASKED THE RABBIT. 'SOMETIMES,' SAID THE SKIN HORSE, FOR HE WAS ALWAYS TRUTHFUL. 'WHEN YOU ARE REAL YOU DON'T MIND BEING HURT.' 'DOES IT HAPPEN ALL AT ONCE, LIKE BEING WOUND UP,' HE ASKED, 'OR BIT BY BIT?' 'IT DOESN'T HAPPEN ALL AT ONCE,' SAID THE SKIN HORSE. 'YOU BECOME. IT TAKES A LONG TIME. THAT'S WHY IT DOESN'T HAPPEN OFTEN TO PEOPLE WHO BREAK EASILY, OR HAVE SHARP EDGES, OR WHO HAVE TO BE CAREFULLY KEPT. GENERALLY, BY THE TIME YOU ARE REAL, MOST OF YOUR HAIR HAS BEEN LOVED OFF, AND YOUR EYES DROP OUT AND YOU GET LOOSE IN THE JOINTS AND VERY SHABBY. BUT THESE THINGS DON'T MATTER AT ALL, BECAUSE ONCE YOU ARE REAL YOU CAN'T BE UGLY, EXCEPT TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND.” ― MARGERY WILLIAMS BIANCO, THE VELVETEEN RABBIT