Glastonbury Abbey Fish Pond

you are home my lovely! make the bestest of it! this is beautiful!

Thats what you dont understand... I am not Home.. and this will never BE Home.... ever.

I know as far as 'the lay of the land goes' you are not 'home'... but you have a great guy, a home and friends here now.. as for family... I do know how it sucks to only have the once a month calls and the once every 5 or 10 year visits.. and my family is way closer. I do know what you mean, really I do.

I have Jay.. and for that I am forever grateful. I have my dogs .....ditto

I have no in the flesh friends within 1000 miles. It isnt family I miss ... rather divorced them 18 years ago.. it is my few friends there.. and ENGLAND

I have lived abroad before.... never been homesick.....till now........... I MISS THE SEA.. and old... and green... and any damned water !!!!!!!!!!

and green! we don't get a lot of green here, but there is plenty of lakes, streams and rivers...

Water.... I vaguely remember water..................

Oh Pam, my heart breaks for you ... to be away from your homeland. To be so far removed from everything must be so hard. Please know that England will always be there waiting for you whenever you can return & I do hope you can find some peace until that day! Hugs

Thankyou Chris...

I AM grateful for Jay.... it was a long haul to get him ! ... I am grateful... but you cant kill the feelings.

I have a mantra... it was Julian of Norwich for said it(amazing WOMAN).

"All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well."

Good reflections.
A nice lady like you should never be sad or homesick.