365 minutes day 187

rich girl would be nice, rich in spirit, talent, honesty, love and who gives a damn about money then? so the docs say you can't have kids? Maybe they are wrong, Miracles happen, Jungian philosphy suggests that a major priori of male psyche is the perpetuation of the species. It's the reason we do so many things, maybe this is why so much of society of is narcassistic, people are big babies now, thinking mostly of themselves and not to concerned about children and thier future, Children are the future. People treat having kids like they used to think about pets, it's a social scene as much as a maternal right,... Seems to me that the generation, yuck I hate that word, or women I experienced growing up put career before family, now that they have careers they start thinking about babies because thier clocks are ticking, well after being shunned for so long and put second to careers, most of the eligible guys found girl already or are just not interested in the career girls opting for 20 year olds who want to party etc,... I mean I'd rather go through the proverbial mid life crisis than to bend and bow to the career chicks that left me in the dust for the last twenty years,... sorry ladies you waited to long, go make love to a test tube honey. In any case, people told me years ago that having a kid would change my life, I am sure it would change focus,... it'd be about the kid first and me second. but there are so many abandoned kids etc,... it's all so confusing,...